tugging at my hair
starring at my watch
lost in the sea around me
waiting to be saved

confused about who i am
wondering if someone will come
don't leave me alone
I never wanted to be this cold

nightmares keep me awake
wile i count toward the time i can smile
loosing myself to the darkness
but its not who i was
this is not who i am!!

but can i change it now?
is it to late?
questions fill my mind
answers seem light years away

surrounded by anger and hate
emotions locked up
scared to share
what would they think if they knew who i am?
all these thoughts make nightmares worsen
head becomes heavier and the burden inflates

Halloween

Halloween oh Halloween

the fearful time of year,

where ghosts, and ghouls

become the tools that adults use

to bring our fears alive.

A day where everything

you ever fear

creeps up without a care,

and gives you quite a fright.

A night where good, and evil

cute and scary

roam the streets

all in harmony,

with one common goal

with no judgemental eyes

no little kids that cry.

The worstest best night of the year

with loads of candy corn,

Reece's pieces, and sucker pops.

I hope you enjoyed what I did not,

we all tried our best to stay hot,

and with this dot

I shall bid adieu to

what frightfully happy disastrous

times I had this Halloween.

Woman

I know the age I am,

I even know the age I usto be.

I have learned to act my age,

and even how to share.

I have learned to get along,

and also how to care.

I have learned how life has its ups and downs,

and dosen't go your way.

I have learned an memorized your rules by heart,

and try very hard to folow.

I learned how to thell the truth,

Never tell a lie cross my heart and hope to die.

I have also learned not to talk to strangers,

and never to do drugs.

I have learned to just say no,

and never hold a grudge.

I know hot to just be friends,

and how to smile and bare.

I have learned how to respect my elders,

and to think befor I speak.

But now its time for you to see the woman I have grown to be.

Draw, Create, Inspire

Here are some drawing I have done over time.

All the drawing are of my own original characters except the realistic drawing, it is of David Cook (winner of American Idol 2008)

Here's a lil background on my drawing.

Over the past 17 going on 18 years of my life i have been practicing drawing. Within the past 5 years I have taken an interest in Anime and realistic drawing. I have taken class in anatomy and colored pencil shading. I have checked out so many how to draw books from the library i can not even count. At the moment i have 5 how to draw books of my very own.

me

I know me.

No one can tell me who I wana be.

I useto be quite shy,

They all just pass me by,

I'm taken off my shell,

I know that they'll tell.

They can kick and hate,

Believe me I'm not that great,

I'll put up a fight,

An turn off your light.

If you see me walk away,

Cus this sky will turn grey,

No matter who I meet,

I will stand on my two feet.

Pick me I'm by your side,

No worries I will not hide,

I took off my shell,

Through it into the well.

They say I wear too much gel,

I say they can go to hell,

Years Later....

Now their kissen up to me,

Cus you know who they wana be,

You were never there for me,

So just let me be.

I've broken down tough walls,

Taken walks down lonely halls,

It's taken time to make it,

Now you can not break it.

I may have been hurt in the past,

But I'm not made of glass.